The Right of Love (Wayward Love Book 3) by Love Belvin

Author:Love Belvin [Belvin, Love]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: MKT Publishing
Published: 2017-03-21T16:00:00+00:00

Sooooooo good…

I sighed after swallowing hot tea. The coffee shop, not too far from my place, had its own rendition of Jade Citrus Mint tea, only they had lemon in-house. A single wedge in the hot mug was the perfect touch. It calmed me. Soothed me temporarily, because I was fidgety. Had been anxious for the past couple of days. Graduation was nearing, but I had that in the bag. I was just days from fulfilling my thesis requirements. School was totally in the bag. I’d heard back from Columbia’s law program in early April. So, again, school wasn’t it.

No. This was a familiar impression I’d been feeling. Something I’d experienced before…when I lacked the experience to understand exactly what it was. This was unmitigated longing. Lubricious desire. And neither random nor generic. I craved him. Always had. I just didn’t know back then because we hadn’t been intimate before last summer. I woke up this morning to an empty bed. Without much cognition, my hands caressed the empty pillow next to me.

That’s when it hit me: I didn’t want to be single. I didn’t want to be Ms. Independent, possessing degrees and worldly experiences with no one to share them. I wanted companionship. This wasn’t something I’d asked my mother about…or Celeste…or my therapist. This was me defining who I am, understanding me. I wanted legal, emotional, and physical attachment, and to only one man.

I recoiled from the table.

Did I say legal?

I’d been trying to pace myself at a comfort level appeasing to him. It wasn’t working. Isaak was mine no matter how long it took for me to get him back to a place of pliancy. I’d betrayed him—lied to him, manipulated him, then abandoned him and his children. Yes, I had my reasons, but my actions were cold and, on the surface, selfish. Any decent parent would protect their children from those conditions. But I’d been proud of his reaction. Isaak stepped up. He was now a fulltime father, making decisions about his career and personal life that yielded major consideration of them. If that wasn’t a turn on, I didn’t know what more I could ask for in a man.

So, yes. I’d wait out my time until he was ready to have me re-join their lives. But what would not be compromised was my access to him. To his heart. And his—

I grabbed my phone from my bag resting on the wooden bench next to me.

Me: How’s Dallas?

After a couple of slow swigs of my tea, I received a ping.

Issy: Busy. How you? Still crampy and dramatic?

A smile blossomed on my face and butterflies set flight in my belly. I still can’t believe he did that for me…

Isaak left my place two days ago, the morning after our emotional romp in the shower, for an outing with Martin before packing for Dallas where he had a show and a hosting event.

Me: Nope. I’m easy (literally and figuratively for u). Just waiting for my boyfriend-hopeful to get back into town.

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